I haven't written in over a month! Wow, August flew by and was full of so many changes. I wanted to fill you in on all that's happened as well as let you know the power in
going where your heart wants to go....
even if the progress is slow.
2017 has been an interesting year for me. Searching for employment, starting a business, overcoming cancer, and finally, moving, never a dull moment in the life of Clarissa. This year has been stressful and hard as well as beautiful and growth-promoting. I have been thinking about where I was at in my life and who I was a year ago, even 6 months ago, and things just feel so different it's hard to even think. A year ago, I was so angry deep inside. And I couldn't figure out why. The underlying reason was that I just felt like I wasn't doing what I really wanted to be doing and I was tired of feeling that way. I didn't feel like I was where I was supposed to be, I didn't feel like I was doing what I was supposed to be doing, and that was causing this inner turmoil and taking away my peace.
there is nothing more important than having inner peace.
After feeling much like a gypsy for the past few years, constantly moving and shaking, I started to feel slightly exhausted with a desire to just "go home." So after much soul-searching, I have moved back home to SLC, UT and I couldn't be happier.
[Side Note into how weird I am: every time I am in Target (which I feel like I have been visiting constantly) I feel like I'm in this time warp and my brain all the sudden wonders what I'm going to see when I walk outside. It's been the weirdest thing. Like I'll be walking down an aisle in Target and all the sudden an image of the busy streets of Financial District San Francisco pops into my mind, then walking out into the hot sun in Las Vegas, and then the Target's here in Utah, like where am I? So strange.]
ANYWAYS, So yeah. I'm back in Salt Lake City, Utah,
feeling strange being the new kid in a familiar place, missing parts of my old life, but feeling SO overwhelmed with gratitude for the time I am getting to spend with my family. Life is good. I feel whole. I feel like I've come home. I'm not sure what life has in store for me next, but I do have direction and am so excited to see what comes.
I think for all of us there is a desire to improve and a desire to see things progress. We have a tendency to get impatient and just want things to happen right NOW. But if I have learned anything over the past 4 years it is to let things be and just follow your heart, even if the progress is slow.
Because if it's not coming fast, there's something you're learning in the process and when the time is right you will be who you need to be.
Work on your habits.
Be in your peak state.
Work on your mindset.
Work on YOU.
and Trust the Process.
Fantasize about what you want and then prove to yourself that you can have it.
Because it's coming. If you go where your heart wants to go, never give up, and trust the process, it will come to you AT THE PERFECT MOMENT.
Go where your heart wants to go... even if the progress is slow. :)
P.S. If we haven't chatted before, get on my calendar for a free call! I would love to meet you and hear what your heart desires. I'm here for you! Yes. You.